OK THAT’S IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT IF I HAVE ABIT OF WEIGHT ON ME? WHAT IF I CAN’T HAVE SUPER THIN LEGS?,IM NOT RIDICULOUSLY OBESE OR UNABLE TO MOVE FAT IM JUST A LIL OVERWIEGHT, AND IM FINE LIKE THAT, IAM BEAUTIFUL EVEN IF IM NOT THE SIZE PEOPLE WANT ME TOO BE , I HAVE A BOYFRIEND WHO THINKS IM THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRL IN THE WORLD EVEN THOU IM ABIT CHUBBY, BUT ITS TIME TO ACCEPT MY SHAPE, IM HAPPY WITH HOW I LOOK WEATHER I LOSE WEIGHT OR NOT CUZ MY SIZE WONT TELL ANYONE HOW MUCH OF A GREAT PERSON IAM THATS WHAT’S MOST IMPORTANT!
This is… Wow… I wish I had a friend who wld do this for me when I told them about my cutting problems
The other night I was Skyping with one of my best friends. She lives in Holland and I live in America, so we don’t get to talk often. I trust her so much, and every time we talk I just feel so loved. She’s amazing.
I was talking to her about cutting, and started telling her about how I sometimes take pictures of my self-harm instead of writing about it, or in addition to writing about it. I don’t normally show people the pictures, but I sent her a few. She had been sharing her screen with me because I’d been watching her draw something, so I saw when she opened the files.
She opened this picture, kept it on the screen for a few seconds, closed it, and opened it again in Photoshop. I watched, confused, thinking it had been an accident.
I watched quietly while she erased every line of blood, every scar, every cut from my body. I started recording the screen without thinking- I needed to be able to watch it again. I knew I would need to feel that sense of… relief. That there was someone in my life who knew the extent of me and could still see through to something beautiful.
I wanted to share this with you because I think it’s important. If you feel anything close to how I felt when I saw this, I’m happy. Because you should know that it’s possible to be loved, underneath the pain and the scars and the blood. We are all beautiful.
You’re beautiful, and above all, you are not alone.
This is one of the most beautiful things I’ve ever seen on Tumblr. I’m crying so hard right now.
wishful thinking on my behalf, but i know, i’ll never have something like this, but still i’m glade someone was saved from their pain, just a little bit.
Smiley Doggy :)
Why is it always at 3am I get REALLY REALLY bad cravings for ethier Bacon sandwhiches or cheeseburgers? o.O
Which would you go for?
Ninja’s all the way baby :D